Tuesday, July 31, 2012

One Month

Wow. Just, wow.
One month from now, everything will be different. One month from now, I move into college.
(one month from July 31st, if you're reading this)
How exactly do I feel?
Yup. It's really happening.















That pretty much sums it up. But it's not a bad thing! Change isn't always bad; it can be a change for the better. This change is inevitable; we're all leaving and moving on with our lives, and it's best that I don't get left behind, like some people I know.
But what can I expect Jacob to do, come August 31st? What will he do? How will he act on front of this new crowd of people who don't know him? Will he be able to support himself without his parents and close friends nearby?
Well, quite frankly, I don't know. And I'm not worrying about that until it happens. I've conquered bigger things, I think, and I'm excited for this! You just gotta remember that everyone else is experiencing the exact same fears and unknown that you are. Use that to your advantage and MEET PEOPLE, DO THINGS YOU HAVEN'T DONE, AND HAVE FUN (study too, it counts this time)!

Sometimes, when I get nervous, I think to all of my current close friends and how they'll do at college. They'll meet people. They'll get new best friends. They'll even learn new things and perhaps change their lives significantly for the better. But in the end, we'll always be friends. I know for one of my best friends in particular, who is joining the service, life won't be the same ever. Never again will we be given the freedom of just-graduated high school-er's, yet almost none of the responsibility. For my friend and I, our future is very uncertain, but I trust that our deep roots of friendship can survive long periods of time without seeing each other.
The truth is, in about a month and a half, I'm going to have so many different friends and social circles, the Jacob typing this blog will be a thing of the past. Who know's what I'll be like and what I'll do; that's part of the excitement! But regardless, I know my close friends and family will always be here at home.

Stay close, friends; life's about to begin.





Jacob

Monday, July 23, 2012

Star Wars and other things among the stars

Nerdy admission: I love reading the Star Wars extended universe novels. I've probably read more than two dozen of them already, and there are literally a few hundred out there, so I have much more to go. Currently, I am reading a series titled X-Wing Rouge Squadron, which take the focus off the main movie characters and puts it on some movie-secondary characters and introduces new ones. I like that. I've always thought that there was so much more to the universe than just the movie plot, and there is! There is probably more than six times the content in the books than there is in the movies, and that's a conservative estimate. But hey, reading isn't for everyone. You really have to use your imagination, especially with these sci-fi books, to make them interesting and fun to read.
Try what I do: before you start, get a list of all of the friends, family, and people you know and keep it on you. Some books have a dramatis personale, meaning a character list, meaning you can see all the characters beforehand, but it's easier (for me) to just assign them as I go. As you read and characters are introduced, assign your friends as those characters. You can do it based off of traits/looks described in the book or totally random. You can even assign them to characters you know will die because secretly, you want to imagine that person dying or being saved. Sometimes you lose the universe effects - meaning the atmosphere, clothing, etc. - of the book, but it's a heckuva lot more fun to read and can get quite interesting when characters decide to interact in different ways. (rest assured, I glaze over the sex scenes; I don't want to imagine anyone doing that...)
I'm currently on book 7, with two more to go! After this, I don't really know what's next, but hey, like I said, there are hundreds of more books to read, Star Wars and non, and I can already tell college will be having me read my share of literature books (Can anyone say Spanish novel time?).


The extended universe is a lot like real life. There are main characters, secondary characters, antagonists, and support personale. Everyone plays a role, regardless if they know it or not, and multiple roles are being played daily. Our perspective is the movie - we only see a small portion of what really goes on. Sure, some of us see more than others, but ultimately there is so much more that goes on behind the scenes, that we are all minor/insignificant characters at some point from someone's "movie". Because so much goes on outside of the movie, we can't possibly understand everything that occurs and why; it's simply impossible. Only when our minor characters come into focus as major do we understand that situation and it's motives, beliefs, and course, but in doing that, we have to demote some other characters to minor; we can't have everyone playing a major role at once!
With this, I've realized that soon, some of my current major characters are going to take a break and sit back as minors. In the novels I'm reading, Luke Skywalker doesn't come to the rescue, swinging his lightsaber and saving the day; no, Luke is a distant figure that few know apart from general gossip, and life goes on without the daily heroics. We all have our own Luke Skywalker (man, I'm getting into this...), and just as he has to rest, so do ours. We can't obsess over one person - usually our significant other - forever; sooner or later we have to take a break and bring into focus other characters - friends, family, work buddies. The same goes for them; they're going to drop you out of main character focus at times, and guess what? You're both going to survive. In the novels, they shift focus from one squadron to the other, and that upset me because I had spend the last four books focused on one. But three books in with the other squadron I've realized that those characters live on despite me not "reading" over their shoulder (pardon the pun). In fact, it makes it that much more rewarding when the former main characters intertwine with the new ones periodically, as they are now. It's kinda like a reassuring pat on the back that they're big boys and can handle themselves without you. The same goes for life - your significant other can live without you for a while, and you without them. Let them go and conquer new heights without you - with new main characters such as their best friend, boss, or parent. Because ultimately, the universe is going to play on with or without you, and your choices determine your role to many. And trust me, you don't want to be the red shirt of the story...

Because ultimately, "All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players..."

Sunday, July 22, 2012

A big hole in the ground

Last month, we partook on a trip down to the Grand Canyon for two weeks in a big RV. I learned many things, not limited to:
1) RV's get horrible gas mileage regardless of the weather conditions.
2) Uncle Dave is funny regardless of the situation.
3) I question why people live in many parts of the southwestern United States.
4) Auntie Lisa has now been designated Auntie Svedka.
5) The Grand Canyon is a big, big hole in the ground; it's epic-ness can't even be described in pictures.


Seriously, it's a mile deep...


Yeah, sometimes you just have to experience things for yourself...

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Reflections: Family, Summer, and College

So I finally gave up on trying to get the hyper-inefficient University of Minnesota to change my blogger email, so I just created a new one. I'll post a link on my old one redirecting to this, but starting from scratch takes some time, so bear with me.

Reflections: Yes, I'm having quite a lot of them lately. It's mid-July, meaning college orientation for me. I had that today. I found my dorm room, did some adjustments so my schedule is right, and got my books for a surprisingly-cheap $650-ish. I also got a taste for what campus like will be like and the kind of people I will be spending the next few years with.
Reflections after that: dear Lord; I can't wait.
More reflections: We had a family reunion this weekend, meaning I had two days (well, technically just an evening and an afternoon) full of family, some of whom I didn't even know. My grandpa bought me my first beer - that was quite an honor sharing it with him and my family - since it's legal in Wisconsin to drink with your parents in public. Me and my two other college-bound cousins plotted and schemed how we're going to work each other's social lives in the coming months. One of my cousins is at Whitewater, about twenty minutes away, so we'll be keeping in touch quite a lot now. The fact he goes to Whitewater means the atmosphere will be a tad, uh, well, how can I say this - more intense (because honestly, what else are you suppose to do in Whitewater?). My other cousin is going to the University of Minnesota, which is close to my hometown. It's nice to know I have another place to go back in good 'ol Minnesota, especially one so unique in the state (Dinkytown's boss; just sayin'). And of course, what cousinly bond would be complete without the older cousin who's a bartender?! :P
But the real fun stuff came after that. One of the nights, when we had gathered in my cousin's house, we commenced one of our typical relative talk - super random, inappropriate, and possibly the funniest stuff I've ever heard. Now, we've heard for years now the "Uncle Dave stories", since he has so many of them (seriously, he and some of his buddies sold "insurance" to an old lady living above them once - naked. It's hard to top him.). Now that we're older, we get to hear more of the critical details that were left out when we were younger, such as the minor fact that some alcohol may have been involved at many points. Of course, the hilarity they give out cannot even be transferred to this blog, but I can assure you I leave crying every time, crying from laughter, that is.
Reflections: dear Lord, I really, really can't wait for college. Send me now, Lord!

Well, I think that pretty much sums it up. Ultimately, I friggin' love my family. As I grow and become closer to many friends, I learn that their family situations are quite sad, with grudges, distance, and death preventing any love and closeness between many members. We lack nearly all of that in my extended family. We live the farthest away out of all of my immediate extended family, and we still see them 4-5 times a year (soon to be much, much more). Where there are conflicts, we agree to disagree and move on, usually over some alcoholic beverages and dirty jokes. Where there is distance, we get closer. Yes, the downside is that when some of them leave this earth, it will be harder to cope, but I'd rather have all of these fun memories with them than not have had any at all! It also make me very encouraged for the future, for when my cousins and I are older and have kids, I seek to replicate what we currently have. Lord knows I can only imagine what type of mischief we'll be getting into in the meantime, but I expect plenty of stories to be told around the table come a few decades.
Basically,
college+family+fun=even more fun

Yes, this will be the time of our lives...