So, the last week was amazing. I went to Sonshine festival for the third year, and it was just as amazing as the first two. I felt so refreshed and ready to take on everything the world can throw at me. I prayed a lot, dug into my Bible, and started deciding where I stand on many issues. One of the biggest decisions I made was to sponsor an Ecuadorian child through Compassion International. For $38 a month out of my pocket, this kid will get medical care, food, school and work training, and churched at home, nearly guaranteeing him a better life. I feel so lucky here in my comfortable suburban life that I thought, "why not?!"
Now, Sonshine is over. I'm back in the real world. And God, I could really use some of that courage you gave me days ago. Doubt has set in from my parents and others; temptations continue to rise; the old life beckons. I know what I need to do; read my Bible more, pray on these issues, and surround myself with good company. A lot easier said than done.
I know, he says not to worry, and I am really trying not to. But it is also hard not to freak out when thinking of the huge financial burden I just placed on myself. At least at this point in my life, it is.
It'll all be fine. Just keep trusting in him!
Jacob
