So, I was going to link to the music video for Calvin Harris' "So Close", but the school district's filters unfortunately don't want anything fun getting through, so I can't get on Youtube, VEVO, or basically any other site. Reason #64,883 of why I'm glad to be done with high school.
Well then, continuing on.
There are nine days - NINE friggin' days - till I leave for college. Seriously, it's down to single digits now. Quite frankly, I don't know how I feel. I think the most accurate description of my current feelings is pure excitement filled with pure terror. In nine days, my life is going to change forever. I'm going to meet new people, do new things, all without the constant guidance and correction of my parents. 0.o Hopefully they raised me right so I can do it almost entirely correctly.
I've come to grips with the fact that I won't be seeing a lot of my good friends for months on end, and I'm okay with that. I know that when we do see each other, we'll rock it hard, so time to enjoy the time in the middle and meet new friends.
What I'm probably more nervous about is the fact that I just committed to running Cross Country at my school this year. I seriously don't know why I'm so nervous; I've done organized sports ever since Freshmen year of high school and while granted, college is different, a little bit of time commitment shouldn't'
scare me. It's a maximum two hour practice each day - which will keep me in sexy shape for all those ladies ;D - and like five meets over two and a half months. Seriously, it's probably going to fly by and I'll be wishing it was still here.
But alas, I'm still petrified. But it has to happen. In the end it's better for me. I'll have a stable group of friends, fun experiences - we're going to the dells and camping before school even starts! - and get in great shape. It's a win-win, and I believe time is the only factor that's keeping me afraid.
Well, here goes nothing. Let's enjoy these last few days of normality before we're thrust into life.
Oh wait, I'm working. :P
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