You know, sometimes I really, really don't understand why we're made the way we are. We're programmed to be with people, yet sometimes I want nothing to do with them. We're programmed for sex, but I'm really starting to lean towards avoiding it at all costs. We're programmed to believe in a higher power, yet many don't and actively deny him.
I just don't get it...
Particularly with the second, I really ponder these a lot. I wish we could choose our priorities when we turned like, 14, or something. Like, I want job, travel, and worship to be my top priorities, and not be worried by sex, intimacy, or tough questions. Life would be so much easier.
Yeah, sure, that would probably include dying alone. But hey, everyone dies alone anyway! You can't take anyone with you. I really don't see the bad in that; one last hurrah to ponder with yourself, your life decisions, and the hopes for the next life.
Well, lets hope that never happens. In the meantime, I'm going to go to bed (all alone, and quite content) and tomorrow, I'm gonna go to work!
How revolutionary. :P
Jacob
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